so effin'

somehow i couldn't sleep last night, must be the stupidity of my effin'mind that got wired up. after rollin' on my bed in the airconditioned room i'm still sweating. huh. i wish i was not born. it's not that i didn grateful just that i was so effin' crazy with the feelings i have this few days, not just few days - didn bother to count (year plus) i guess. i'm not goin to keep silent - what if .. ahh! so effin' crazy la this. man, do you have to keep hurting me day by days? 'til when i have to face this effin' problem / situation? god .. this is unfair for me. why I can't get my true love be mine forever? why. why. god god god oh god help me. xx. 4 3 ah 4 3 4 3 ah 4 3. huhuhu. nearly come to it's end. damn. still in this effin' place, goin nowhere.

miss, u are so effin bitchy. i'm gettin fedup witchu. my mind got wired up everytime i saw ur face. pls getta hell out of ere. u are so effin crazy.

sir, don't u feel that ur ass been lick by someone? so effin' crazy !

this effin'mind keeps ramble.

study? microec0nomics.

so long & goodbye.