LIFE

life is like a ROSARY that full with MYSTERY.

so effin'

somehow i couldn't sleep last night, must be the stupidity of my effin'mind that got wired up. after rollin' on my bed in the airconditioned room i'm still sweating. huh. i wish i was not born. it's not that i didn grateful just that i was so effin' crazy with the feelings i have this few days, not just few days - didn bother to count (year plus) i guess. i'm not goin to keep silent - what if .. ahh! so effin' crazy la this. man, do you have to keep hurting me day by days? 'til when i have to face this effin' problem / situation? god .. this is unfair for me. why I can't get my true love be mine forever? why. why. god god god oh god help me. xx. 4 3 ah 4 3 4 3 ah 4 3. huhuhu. nearly come to it's end. damn. still in this effin' place, goin nowhere.

miss, u are so effin bitchy. i'm gettin fedup witchu. my mind got wired up everytime i saw ur face. pls getta hell out of ere. u are so effin crazy.

sir, don't u feel that ur ass been lick by someone? so effin' crazy !

this effin'mind keeps ramble.

study? microec0nomics.

so long & goodbye.

5 signs he's into you

Five signs your date is into you…

1. He closes the distance
“First and foremost, moving in closer indicates a desire for more intimate contact,” Hartley says. So if a guy you’re talking to at a party inches a little closer as you talk, or your date slides into the same side of the booth as you, you know he wants to get to know you better — and not as a friend.

2. He speaks softly
When a man talks in a quieter voice, it’s an excellent sign, Hartley explains. “He’s indicating that what he’s saying is for your ears only,” he says. “If he’s telling you something private or secret, it’s a good thing — guys don’t do that to women they’re not into.” If you want to let that soft-talker know you feel the same way, respond in kind, which should quickly turn those sparks into an all-out fire. Caveat: If you’re in a loud club or restaurant where you have to shout to be heard, you can’t tell anything by his decibel level. So wait until you’re walking or driving home to see whether he’s turned the volume down.

3. He rounds his posture
Hypermasculine body language (think: swaggering walk, standing tall with shoulders back and chin up, etc.) serves to attract women from a distance. But when a guy is talking close-up with a woman he likes, he will soften, or “round” his body language, Hartley notes. If your guy’s squared shoulders cave in when he’s chatting with you, he’s indicating that he feels comfortable and secure in your presence.

4. He talks slowwwly
Like birds in a mating dance, men typically talk more slowly and softly when they are attracted to someone, Hartley explains. Of course, if he knocked back a few gigante lattes on a first date, he may be too wired (and nervous) to sound like Barry White, but give it time: if his speech starts to make you feel sleepy, he’s a goner.

5. He can’t take his eyes off you (in a good way)
So his eyes are locked on yours? As long as it isn’t a psycho stare, but rather a lingering, heavy-lidded, “Wow, you’re amazing” gaze, that guy is digging you big-time, Harley says.

…and 5 signs your date isn’t into you

1. He’s four feet away
If his motto may as well be The Police’s “Don’t Stand So Close to Me”, he’s not feelin’ you romantically, Hartley says. How do you define such a distance? “If he remains four feet or more away from you, it is a clear signal that his heart’s not in it,” says Hartley.

2. He stands at an oblique angle facing you
“Most men do not realize that when talking to another man, we stand at oblique angles, with one shoulder facing the other’s face, yet when we talk to women — especially ones we’re interested in romantically — we stand face-to-face with them,” Hartley says. If your guy’s shoulder is pointing in the direction of your face during conversation, he’s subconsciously showing disinterest or is trying to turn you off, Hartley explains.

3. He sounds like that guy in accounting
If your date is talking to you like you’re someone at the office — meaning, the pace is quick and the level of his voice is rather strong — “he’s probably just trying to keep it on a friendship level,” Hartley says. With time, you might notice a change — after all, he just might want to keep it “professional” on the first date or two while he gets to know you — but if it remains this way after a few dates, cut your losses.

4. He stares at your mouth
When a guy focuses on your lips, what he’s really trying to do is avoid eye contact, Hartley explains. “If he’s avoiding eye contact, you can pretty safely assume he’s not into you,” he asserts. If your date fixes his gaze below your face, he’s probably interested in you, but perhaps not for a long-term relationship, if you know what we mean…

5. He’s out of sync with your body language
When a guy is romantically interested in you, he will mimic your body language, so if he doesn’t copy you gesture for gesture, odds are he isn’t smitten, Hartley says. To test the waters, try leaning in closer to your date, using your hands to emphasize what you’re saying. If your guy does the same, it’s a great sign. But if he keeps his hands still, pulls away or takes a step backwards, he may be unavailable or just plain not interested.

dot.

nice kan? simple.

.babai.

happy 72th birthday babai.

JOK

Thank You

madah ati ku HITAM kedak TAIK..

sitting here in front of my lappy

"till death do us part" was playing..

done with the maggie.

huhu. my head want to explode

my methods for presentation not done yet.

xmood. it's killing me that i have to live with this;

live with the pain I feel.

.p r o j e c t p o p.

matei².

esok dh present.

mun present benda nok senang ok kit.

tok apuuu. business subject nok payah bg aku.

jst imagine im not that good in terms of business.

2moro i've to present startup expenses,

credit policies & inventory. dussh!

if ok esok, my group x payah sit for final exam.

huhu. oh god, please help me.

i've receive an email from my B.E lecturer.

i've to re-sit the b.b exam.

failed kan. pa ble buat. taik kambing bulat.

dh ku pdh, mind aku tok x ble dikaco.

asal da problem kit, asal ada org cacat kan mind aku -

xmasuk otak ku nak study. harap² presentation ok esok.

x payah sit final exam for entrepreneurship.

sedih na ati ku time tok.

beraie besaduk lam tok jha la.

cne pegi nya. cne tuju nya. sekda ku tauk.

pa dipolah nya, sekda wak ku tauk.

aku dok diam jha, anggap jha aku x wujud arah nya.

time² cmtok mok ajha ku mangkak dirik mpun.

mengare jha brg lam utak ku tok erhs.

*i'll always wait for eau.

rgds, sarah

krp.com.my

done with the project.

tp blom launching gyk website.

anyone anywho care to visit KELAB REKREASI PETROLIAM;

www.krp.com.my

headache².imysm gj.

okeh², here it goes;

those people are making me damn sick.

the one you love keep cursin, accusing etc.

certain friend are damn idiot. fxxk.

i'm pissed off.

i cry, cry i cry.

bgs gyk aku g tmpt org.

nyesal bena ku ambik dip tok.

aku mok lari, tp dip aku sikkan nak ninggal gya ajha.

aku rugi, bg malu jha lak.

i guess start from now on, family are my friends & love one.

i don't need love & friend in my life.

i break d simcard. does it mean aku dh berjaya lr dr semua org?

hmm. i'm in silent mode now.

silent mode.

bye².

drama.

I'm into this drama :) PERSONAL TASTE

sakit jiwa.

THANK YOU !

kacau2.

readers, hi.

it's been a while yeah.

busy2. class just started aftr 1 week hols.

bru start dh mok exam n bg project cam apa.

next week exam, mula la ngn group discussion.

this time ok ckit ada group. nasib aku la mix aroun ngn chinese.

my mind ramble.working+study+personal problem makes me sick.

ujung2 nait gila babi aku knak. huhuhuhuhu.

gawai mode off. quick hol.

love story? complicated. huhs.

i need a vacay theraphy. c'mon, purchase d ticket trus lah.

where to? KK/KL/LABUAN? mcm2.

pa palak untak ku asa pa jha.

aieee.makin stress aku camtok ehs.

eeee.mati kerja camtok jajak.

24th.

Yaay ! It's my BIRTHDAY today :)

Thanks to aunt Wilma for the B'day Cake.

eh eh

random.

hit "her" in front of "her" :) BYE.

cheers, Sarah

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hooray !! class cancel today.

cheer, Sarah.

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wow. Dip in Business Admin.

unbelievable. Can't wait.

Class will start on April 12, 2o1o.

nervous da wak erhs, excited pun da wak.

eeeee. cne gyk tempat ku besaduk mun x ctok bah.

geram da wak ku ngn org sekeliling. da2 jha x ngenak.

tok gyk ngn org x penah bersyukur, sukati nya jha nak molah kita.

xda nya mikir gne feeling kita bha. sukati nya jha bah.

pijak jgn sik mijak aku tok. patience jha erhs.

ya la tek kan, aku lha innocent victim.

hmm. gyk wak ku nak besaduk tok. geramm aku.

cne tuju sikap perikemanusiaan ya? skati nya medow jha.

sakk na ati tok erhs. da gyk skedak org madah ku tok LOBA.

auk mun ku tok LOBA, x gya kw ditreat aku. tok huhs, murah ati da jha aku.

ukan nak madah gambong, p ya la aku tek "murah ati".

dah ya aku dibalas ngn jaie. aiee ehs. tetap wak aku besabar.

mun ku LOBA ku x biar dirik ku susah gya.

xda duit ku tetap nulong wak :( bia ku susah gne pun.

aieee eh. knak kah lam idup mesti camtok?

banyak na dugaan, sampe aku pun asa nak apa jha.

Tetap wak aku besabar, xda wak aku berolah nak nyaik org.

Org jha suka polah ku sukati. cm lah aku tok patung koh. aiee aku HUMAN bha.

few more days to go. pegi ka sik tok owh.

aiee. tension camtok. org excited mun dh nak g Holidae.

tok sik, gyk wak mcm pikir. eeee. Tuhan jha tauk ehs.

nang wak aku excited bah, cuma nok molah ku down - NYA.

aieee ehs. k lha. puas ku besaduk, molah ku sakkk ti jha.

cheers, Sarah.

ramble.

waaa..

Life is so weird :(

cheers, Sarah.

7 Ways to Keep the Fire in Your Relationship Burning

How many times have you become frustrated with your significant other? You feel like they just don't understand you. You feel like you don't connect anymore. There is no passion and fire left in your relationship.
Do you long to feel that passion again? Here are seven simple ways to put the fire back in your relationship -- and keep it there:
1. Don't forget date night. It's been said a thousand times, but it's true. Couples who forget to go out on dates tend to treat each other like furniture in the house. You need to have a date together every week. Get dressed up for each other. Go out to a restaurant, a ballgame, or just take a walk together. It doesn't matter where you go as long as you do something different from your usual activities. When you're on your dates, treat each other the way you did when you first started dating.
2. Give a proper greeting. When your significant other comes home at night, meet them at the door and give them a big kiss. Don't just yell, "Hey, how ya doing?" from another room. If you are the one coming in the door, go to wherever your partner is in the house and give them a big kiss. Little gestures like this go a long way.
3. Keep on kissing. When you wake up in the morning, make sure you kiss your partner. Forget about morning breath. Who cares? We're talking about showing love from the very first minute of the day. This brings me to the second part of this: Before you go to bed at night, make sure you are connected with your significant other and kiss them goodnight. You should always feel love and nurturing before you go to sleep. Too many couples get into bed -- each person on their side of the bed -- and fall asleep without bothering to kiss each other goodnight.
4. Break the routine. A big part of keeping the fire burning in a relationship is stirring up the daily routine. One of the best ways to do this is to set a romantic mood. Light candles. If it's a night you normally watch TV, why not light candles throughout the entire house? Do anything that's out of your normal routine.
5. Send a "no special reason" message. Send your significant other little notes in the middle of the day, just telling them that you love them or that you're thinking about them. With email and texting, this is so simple yet so powerful. You can even leave a quick voicemail. That one "I love you" message will make your partner feel happier.
6. Leave a surprise note. Everyone loves a surprise, so try placing a handwritten note in their bag or briefcase. If you leave early for work, leave a card saying, "I'll be thinking of you all day long" or "I really love the way you and I are together." Write something simple but beautiful. Share something to remind your mate of great times together.
7. Be there even when you're apart. If you travel for business or other reasons, leave a sweet note for your partner before you leave. Even better, leave a series of notes for them to find and read on each day that you will be away. If your significant other is the one who travels, slip a card into their suitcase and follow up with some romantic texts while they are gone. This lets them know you are thinking about them. Keeping each other in your thoughts is one of the most important parts of keeping the fire burning.

cheers, Sarah.

RAMBLE

Can't wait next week :)

Family KL, me,myself & him to Kota Kinabalu.

Yeah, can't wait bha. aramaiti !

Next month. I am so excited.

This time I won't play around. Jane boleh.

I'll show to those who used to HINA me.

You know who you are kan?

cheers, Sarah.

I'm restless -

cheers, Sarah.

How to Get Inside a Guy’s Mind

It's no secret that guys aren't the best at articulating what they're thinking. Combine that with the fact that they'd rather bend the truth a little than risk letting you down and you're left with a baffling, cryptic code to decipher. We got guys to let us in on what some of their most said phrases really mean. Plus, find out the four things he’ll never open up about.

1. He Says: "We should hang out sometime."
He Means: "I'm afraid you'll say 'no' if I ask you out."
Of course, actions speak louder than words. Find out if he’s hitting on you by decoding his body language.

2. He Says: "I'll call you later."
He Means: "I may or may not call you at some point between now and three months from now."

3. He Says: "My ex is crazy."
He Means: "I messed her up, and she got upset."
When you talk about your ex, here’s how to bend the truth so you don't bruise his ego.

4. He Says: "That guy seems like a good friend of yours."
He Means: "Was there ever a thing between you?"

5. He Says: "It's a long story."
He Means: "It's a story that makes me look bad."

6. He Says: "That's a new look."
He Means: "You look weird."

7. He Says: "Why are you being so emotional?"
He Means: "Why are you acting like a psycho?"

8. He Says: "That's not what I meant."
He Means: "That's totally what I meant, but now that I see you're mad, I wish I hadn't said it out loud."

9. He Says: "It's fine."
He Means: "It's not actually fine, but I'm in no mood to discuss it."

10. He Says: "Can we talk about this later?"
He Means: "I never want to talk about this again."


And there you have it! But keep in mind this interesting talk versus walk fact: Women prefer to bond with their partner via conversation, while the majority of men would rather engage in activities together. So next time, when you feel the urge to bond over a deep discussion, try planning a fun activity together instead.

cheers, Sarah.

18 posts have been delete. ahhh. Life2.

still/as ever

well, just keep breathing & keep moving on

cheers, Sarah.

Twenty-Ten

Happy New Year !!

Welcome twenty-ten.

Bye bye 2009. Let's forget the past !

2nd blog of mine. Bye2 to my 1st blog.

I really wanted to stay with my 1st blog bhaa :(

He said "don't delete, i like it". (nya la ya)

Hmm .. I wonder what's in for me this year .. Hopefully a good thingy yeah :)

new year resolution ? hmm. I have no New Year resolution yet.

hmm. 2009 wasn't a good year for me,

& I hope this yr will be a good year for me.

Forget the struggle, pain & suffering.

Wht ???! I'm turning twenty-four this year. apuu !

I'm looking forward March 27 -29, 2010 ; Vacay KK.

My second vacay without family :) BEST what ..

Hmm. My monthly REPORT not done yet.

ok lha, til here for now.

.cheers, Sarah.